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Heyy! 
Yes i realised that i have not been updating at all... yes it is because i have been busy with my indecisiveness.

So Im sure most people have been getting weird news about me and my school choices... I shall clarify every singly thing here ( not like anyone reads this so ya is okay)

Last year before O levels, i have been successfully accepted to Temasek Poly Under HTM course through the DPA.
I was a happy kid like yay thats it! i got what i wanted!!
So i started my DPA program on 3rd or was it 4th Feb, for 2 weeks and i absolutely hated my time there. I begin to dislike TP because of the environment, i never feel like " its my school " kinda feel. Everything there seems really fake and 'Atas'. If you are not 'Atas' You're not part of TP.
So after going through countless of emotional nights I decided to just appeal to JC, where I will meet genuine people and buy some time for myself to re-think if I am suited for HTM.
Thanks to my "Average" O level result,I got accepted immediately to YJC.

TO BE HONEST, I love the people I meet in YJ. My CTG is full of AWESOME bunch of fun & unique individuals, I love my Subject Combination, I love the tutorials and lectures( most of the time) and the breaks spent with my CTG. I got accepted to ODAC( Outdoor Adventure Club) CCA as well! Life is exciting here but... through the past 1 month I have also realised that 'A' Level is not what I am ultimately going for and that the local university doesn't offer what I want. Not quite what I want.

Sooooooooooooooo, I am back to the Emo-Square1, where I feel so uncertain and blamed myself for not making right decisions, being impulsive and all..
But after talking to VP- Mr Hoe, my CT, Mrs Aw Yeong and of course my friends, I realised that "hey I should be going after what I want and not waste time in JC learning things that are irrelevant and stressing myself out so much with the DW, PW, and the far fetch- PROMOS"
Also that I dont have the confidence to pass Promos... hahh risk retaining.

After all of that, my final decision was to mass appeal; to SP, RP and ironically back to TP.
( ikr why did i bother to try Tp again when it SUCKS?) 

I know that my heart is 50-50 for TP, was never at SP.... I accepted RP.

Then people will say....
" RP is called the WEST ITE WHY ?"
"You have good L1r4 & R5 WHY NOT STAY IN JC"
"TRY NP! ( err soorry they dont have what i want)"
"Dont Go RP LAH"

And the List goes on..........

HERE I WOULD LIKE TO CLARIFY,
RP isn't a West ITE , in fact NONE of the Polys are. 
Different Poly have their own STRENGTH.
I believe that RP has its own strength, yes its different it doesnt have lectures and tutorials [ i had enough of those in JC TBH HAHA]
But it doesnt mean that its bad ;)

My final decision : 3 years in RP - To Make It.
And of course... To not let my mentor down =)