"What if I don't want to have the prettiest eyes?"

There was once I heard from someone that "People with the prettiest eyes cried the most".
I think it's pretty true however I don't want to be someone who cry her life away.

I don't know what struck me 2 nights to cry so much again..

Oh wells:D

Shall update a little about what I did yesterday :D

Went ice skating with Ryan and Clara at JCube. I forgot how to skate... its been too long that my white skates feel as if its still new. Then we went to Ryan's house to watch Les Miserables, I really love the movie even though they say the play is better. The movie showed me how minor the current problems are and ya... Jason is right, the current generation are "strawberries" and we give up too easily.

I must find that drive to continue my fight to be ready for the service world.

One Thing I got from the movie is that How can people fall in love at first sight and fight to survive just for the person they barely know?
Then compare it to today, nobody is that faithful or truthful anymore. It takes 2 people on average of a few months to know and fall in love then their relationship lasts for only what, 1 year plus or even less?
Many will always say that we are too young to understand love, too young to commit in one. But what about those in the past? Are the current generation maturing too fast in the wrong area?
Then another question came, why are people so easily influenced by the social media?
Every time when teachers or discussion forums mention about Media influence, have they actually really talk about why would teenagers or people in general chose to be influenced by the social media?

Is it something they can actually avoid? Why am I saying all this is because I dislike the social media. It got me to feel very negative about my life, about what I see everyday or even what others have that I don't. It makes me feel discontented some times, some times it makes me feel as though life is so boring because of the routine that people keep complaining about and also the discontentment of others. Example Twitter, once you opened twitter, you see people ranting about their life, you see images / memes of people making school/ education sound so forceful and all. I don't even know if they actually want to learn and gain knowledge. All the like to as is " how is this useful and how will "2x+3y = Z " be applied in the future.
I was guilty of this thoughts too but now I see things differently and I do somewhat hope that people will not be too quick to complain and all..

Enough said about that I guess it is just nonsense after all.

Its raining now.. sucks to be stuck at home alone.