Gosh I've been spending my days drawing, experimenting with water colours which i failed terribly at when i try to blend colours hahhha but it is fun:D
Went to Kino today with CLARA! Got myself an really awesome book ^^ but the pain of spending the money hais.
Then we tried this Snoopy Cafe at Cineleisure which was not bad:D
Came home and just kind of slack and eat hahha
Hmmm Ohh yeah a random thought, i think i want to stop using the name 'Elaine' for now until i find a suitable name for professional use:D Don't get me wrong i grow to love my given name but still maybe an English name would be easier for some people... so yeahh...
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Flash backs
Hello:)
It's Tuesday .. And I keep thinking it's Wednesday For no reason.
Woke up really early too meet Bryan to head down to TP(yes yes again).
Went to Fruit Paradise for lunch and met Jo Anne:) Finally the 3 of us again haha:)
Went to walk around and sort of got my gift for this Sunday :) it's gonna be really exciting because I spent 3hours after dinner printing and decorating it:) I really hope he likes it even though my art sucks :/
Spent the rest of the day with ❤️
Jing wen is coming back this Thursday I CANT WAIT FOR OUR SHOPPING TRIP. plus I have so much to tell her :(( I don't know who will really understand my situation but I really hope that someone would get me out of this messy messy thoughts.
I know I'm not supposed to think back on the past and how it could have been better. Inevitably, my mind loves to replay those times. Unhappy times.
I really hope I sleep well tonight. I'm tired of dreaming about feelings. Those feelings I keep within me. Has to go. Somewhere. Like. Vamoosh.
Sunday, April 6, 2014
6/4/2014 - Sunday
Another Sunday went by just like that.
Had a pretty funny moment while attempting to teach the sec1s &3 Ceremony.
Nothing else interesting happened I guess..
Went for a super short run but couldn't complete the whole round because of stomach ache D:
But it's okay there's always a next time^^
Ohh and I really love Michelle Phan 's videos. Not only her make-up videos are good but her other little videos really motivate and made me feel a lot better as a person:) Like she said in one of her video, working on your self-esteem and confidence is like working out for muscles. You need to tell yourself everyday that " I'm Unique and I am Happy with who I am because this is who I am". (okay I kind of made that sentence up because I forgot her actual words) With that, your mind will slowly come to believe in your words because you've created a healthy mindset of yourself. Everything starts with you;)
Going to get my hair trimmed tomorrow aghhh I miss my red highlights!! Wonder if my mum will let me do it again XD
Had a pretty funny moment while attempting to teach the sec1s &3 Ceremony.
Nothing else interesting happened I guess..
Went for a super short run but couldn't complete the whole round because of stomach ache D:
But it's okay there's always a next time^^
Ohh and I really love Michelle Phan 's videos. Not only her make-up videos are good but her other little videos really motivate and made me feel a lot better as a person:) Like she said in one of her video, working on your self-esteem and confidence is like working out for muscles. You need to tell yourself everyday that " I'm Unique and I am Happy with who I am because this is who I am". (okay I kind of made that sentence up because I forgot her actual words) With that, your mind will slowly come to believe in your words because you've created a healthy mindset of yourself. Everything starts with you;)
Going to get my hair trimmed tomorrow aghhh I miss my red highlights!! Wonder if my mum will let me do it again XD
Thursday, April 3, 2014
"What if I don't want to have the prettiest eyes?"
There was once I heard from someone that "People with the prettiest eyes cried the most".
I think it's pretty true however I don't want to be someone who cry her life away.
I don't know what struck me 2 nights to cry so much again..
Oh wells:D
Shall update a little about what I did yesterday :D
Went ice skating with Ryan and Clara at JCube. I forgot how to skate... its been too long that my white skates feel as if its still new. Then we went to Ryan's house to watch Les Miserables, I really love the movie even though they say the play is better. The movie showed me how minor the current problems are and ya... Jason is right, the current generation are "strawberries" and we give up too easily.
I must find that drive to continue my fight to be ready for the service world.
One Thing I got from the movie is that How can people fall in love at first sight and fight to survive just for the person they barely know?
Then compare it to today, nobody is that faithful or truthful anymore. It takes 2 people on average of a few months to know and fall in love then their relationship lasts for only what, 1 year plus or even less?
Many will always say that we are too young to understand love, too young to commit in one. But what about those in the past? Are the current generation maturing too fast in the wrong area?
Then another question came, why are people so easily influenced by the social media?
Every time when teachers or discussion forums mention about Media influence, have they actually really talk about why would teenagers or people in general chose to be influenced by the social media?
Is it something they can actually avoid? Why am I saying all this is because I dislike the social media. It got me to feel very negative about my life, about what I see everyday or even what others have that I don't. It makes me feel discontented some times, some times it makes me feel as though life is so boring because of the routine that people keep complaining about and also the discontentment of others. Example Twitter, once you opened twitter, you see people ranting about their life, you see images / memes of people making school/ education sound so forceful and all. I don't even know if they actually want to learn and gain knowledge. All the like to as is " how is this useful and how will "2x+3y = Z " be applied in the future.
I was guilty of this thoughts too but now I see things differently and I do somewhat hope that people will not be too quick to complain and all..
Enough said about that I guess it is just nonsense after all.
Its raining now.. sucks to be stuck at home alone.
I think it's pretty true however I don't want to be someone who cry her life away.
I don't know what struck me 2 nights to cry so much again..
Oh wells:D
Shall update a little about what I did yesterday :D
Went ice skating with Ryan and Clara at JCube. I forgot how to skate... its been too long that my white skates feel as if its still new. Then we went to Ryan's house to watch Les Miserables, I really love the movie even though they say the play is better. The movie showed me how minor the current problems are and ya... Jason is right, the current generation are "strawberries" and we give up too easily.
I must find that drive to continue my fight to be ready for the service world.
One Thing I got from the movie is that How can people fall in love at first sight and fight to survive just for the person they barely know?
Then compare it to today, nobody is that faithful or truthful anymore. It takes 2 people on average of a few months to know and fall in love then their relationship lasts for only what, 1 year plus or even less?
Many will always say that we are too young to understand love, too young to commit in one. But what about those in the past? Are the current generation maturing too fast in the wrong area?
Then another question came, why are people so easily influenced by the social media?
Every time when teachers or discussion forums mention about Media influence, have they actually really talk about why would teenagers or people in general chose to be influenced by the social media?
Is it something they can actually avoid? Why am I saying all this is because I dislike the social media. It got me to feel very negative about my life, about what I see everyday or even what others have that I don't. It makes me feel discontented some times, some times it makes me feel as though life is so boring because of the routine that people keep complaining about and also the discontentment of others. Example Twitter, once you opened twitter, you see people ranting about their life, you see images / memes of people making school/ education sound so forceful and all. I don't even know if they actually want to learn and gain knowledge. All the like to as is " how is this useful and how will "2x+3y = Z " be applied in the future.
I was guilty of this thoughts too but now I see things differently and I do somewhat hope that people will not be too quick to complain and all..
Enough said about that I guess it is just nonsense after all.
Its raining now.. sucks to be stuck at home alone.
Tuesday, April 1, 2014
Nightz.... ZZZ
Shucks It's 0206 and I need to be up in 6 hours time to meet Jordan to go down to TP.
I. Just. Can't. Sleep.
Been flipping a lot on the bed and checking my phone so occasionally that I've decided to grab my laptop out to the living room to blog and play a little song before attempting to sleep again. HAIS WHY INSOMNIA ON SUCH NIGHTS.
It's so strange since I have been having easy sleep the last few nights. Are " back to school" thoughts really scaring me too much? Insomnia ah insomnia... what makes you find me again...
So... I've decided to convert my blog template back to the classic one where its simpler to change without all the codes #@%&%*
Gosh Im just so awake now that I seriously don't know what will get me to sleep :(
I. Just. Can't. Sleep.
Been flipping a lot on the bed and checking my phone so occasionally that I've decided to grab my laptop out to the living room to blog and play a little song before attempting to sleep again. HAIS WHY INSOMNIA ON SUCH NIGHTS.
It's so strange since I have been having easy sleep the last few nights. Are " back to school" thoughts really scaring me too much? Insomnia ah insomnia... what makes you find me again...
So... I've decided to convert my blog template back to the classic one where its simpler to change without all the codes #@%&%*
Gosh Im just so awake now that I seriously don't know what will get me to sleep :(
13th Blessed Month
Heys :D So It's the First of April ( APRIL FOOLS)
I didn't get fooled nor did I fool anyone this year. I think people in Singapore are just too busy to even bother about the day :( Pressurising society to live in.
So...I woke up at 11:15 and hesitated if I should get my lazy butt off the bed for a short swim. Im glad I did because the weather was a little sunny and the water was quite cold. I really enjoyed the lone time in the pool thinking of basically NOTHING while feeling the warm and cool water. teehee...Had Macaroni with sausage and mushroom cream for lunch and I went back to school to collect my School General Certificate ,SGC, along with my testimonial from Peirce today and I can finally say BYEBYE to that shitty place. I never need to step into Peirce again :D Happy Girl 96 .
Spent some lone time with my Boy because its our 13th month today and I cannot stress more on how lucky I am to have him. He knows me so well , especially when i'm stressed out he always makes me feel better <3
Love does wonders:D
Well I have District Camp Logs Comm. meeting tomorrow ( and I hope it turns out well because I am that lazy to bother) I don't even know why I signed up for that shit. My probable last few events before deciding to continue being so active. Hmm I need me time :(
Oh and after going back to Peirce today, I realised how people are so stagnant in their life like all they see and all they think about is the same thing over and over again. Are humans really that stagnant in Singapore? Or am I someone who really cannot stand old routine stuff?
Okay to admit, I hate routine stuff, like what my boy said " that's why you hate running rounds " hehhe. Glad to hear that from him, at least it keeps me pretty much like a Sagittarius even though I don't have the "happy-go-lucky" attitude much.
For these 2 weeks I am going to keep myself away from problems and others' problems:D
I don't care if you are going to have comments about me or judge the way I used to do things, haha im really sick of being around people :D
Oh and I am going to turn Andy down for the Social Night Crap. I'd very much not like to go with someone who thinks that lowly of me. Seriously? " She changes boyfriend every season" wow. I wonder how I lived through 13 months now eh.
I didn't get fooled nor did I fool anyone this year. I think people in Singapore are just too busy to even bother about the day :( Pressurising society to live in.
So...I woke up at 11:15 and hesitated if I should get my lazy butt off the bed for a short swim. Im glad I did because the weather was a little sunny and the water was quite cold. I really enjoyed the lone time in the pool thinking of basically NOTHING while feeling the warm and cool water. teehee...Had Macaroni with sausage and mushroom cream for lunch and I went back to school to collect my School General Certificate ,SGC, along with my testimonial from Peirce today and I can finally say BYEBYE to that shitty place. I never need to step into Peirce again :D Happy Girl 96 .
Spent some lone time with my Boy because its our 13th month today and I cannot stress more on how lucky I am to have him. He knows me so well , especially when i'm stressed out he always makes me feel better <3
Love does wonders:D
Well I have District Camp Logs Comm. meeting tomorrow ( and I hope it turns out well because I am that lazy to bother) I don't even know why I signed up for that shit. My probable last few events before deciding to continue being so active. Hmm I need me time :(
Oh and after going back to Peirce today, I realised how people are so stagnant in their life like all they see and all they think about is the same thing over and over again. Are humans really that stagnant in Singapore? Or am I someone who really cannot stand old routine stuff?
Okay to admit, I hate routine stuff, like what my boy said " that's why you hate running rounds " hehhe. Glad to hear that from him, at least it keeps me pretty much like a Sagittarius even though I don't have the "happy-go-lucky" attitude much.
For these 2 weeks I am going to keep myself away from problems and others' problems:D
I don't care if you are going to have comments about me or judge the way I used to do things, haha im really sick of being around people :D
Oh and I am going to turn Andy down for the Social Night Crap. I'd very much not like to go with someone who thinks that lowly of me. Seriously? " She changes boyfriend every season" wow. I wonder how I lived through 13 months now eh.
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