Sunday, January 26, 2014

Life is a Troll...

So it's Sunday! Had my usual routine of going down for full day lion dance practice.
Managed to discuss most of the investiture stuff now I'm left with just the proposal and emcee speech.
But it wasn't an all perfect / fun / meaningful day because i didnt do anythingXD. I have come to the conclusion that if they want her to do it then let it be, because it just doesn't work that way ;) why take the initiative when others do not have the intention? I totally shouldnt be thinking this way because it is wrong but, whatever, i do not mind taking a step back :D

The worst part of today was when we were actually talking about poly courses and stuff. Didnt know that Peizhen took TRM in NP :D Luckily i didnt have the intention of going ngee ann just because the school seems to be better than all other schools. Haha just not in the area that i want to voyage towards.

I would love to clarify the misconception that people have.
NP isnt best at every School.
If you are interested in Tourism, NP isnt the school, dont choose a school just because they have a reputation. They may not be specialised enough in certain areas.

To People Who Questioned Me For Taking Hospitality,
YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO,
Because you have never seen me in service, so STFU :)

Saturday, January 18, 2014

18//1/2014

New Year New Life New Address... 
Let me get this year's first post up with a really good news
I am a Fourteen Pointer for O level and scored 
2A1s of which one of it is GEOGRAPHY.  My two years worth of not sleeping/mugging 24/7 and stressing out for geog test or exam has been totally WORTH IT. For my fellow Pure Geographers, WE DID IT! 57% distinction and i think almost 100 % passes :) Best Performing pure humanities! Shall we get our prata soon?
But of course I thank God for the strength He had given me through Os and many many many others who have been there for me :D

But I did face a little regrets here and there, one good regret is that my Direct Poly Admission was Successful So... I have to start school in Feb:( 
I could have been like any other students who chooses a polytechnic and start school in April :/ I have to get over that sad fact somehow, like isn't this what i wanted? Get the DPA and Go into it with a good score as well so that people wouldn't look at me and say " hey she DPA into the course and not because she can make it ". To these people, Hiii i have proven you guys wrong and that i can actually go into a JC;D
Speaking about going to JC i do regret not being able to participate in the JAE and choose JC as one of my preferred route of education. Oh well ;X

Ahh I have lion dance practice tomorrow and i DREAD it. I simply dislike going there to get corrected again and again, it's not as if i am not trying hard enough. I have been trying hard and constantly pushing myself to do it despite how painful it was [ when i pulled my hamstrings] and when i barely recover from the previous training. Don't get me wrong i do not want to give up but i am just sick of getting put down that way. Yes i will make sure that i show more effort than people who doesnt even though they're much better than me. Just because i didnt have the time to train earlier doesnt mean i do not want to. If i am not interested in performing the 3 lions, then please stop giving me those eyes as though i did not bother to remember the steps. Hi , I dont because i dont even bother anymore. If i am set to get something done, i will. It is just that this training is pissing me off. I would very much be glad to skip lion dance and go for my own exercise. It beats sitting around having people to "fuck you up" when they themselves do not bother to train. How is it that i am not doing any better? Hah, i have been like learning different things every year and nope i wasnt given a chance to practice them well. If i could i would very much like to fine tune my flaws before advancing. Sorry i forgot you guys only know how to see people with potential. Sorry uh, lion dance isnt my forte.

Actually after going through secondary school, i still couldnt find what i am good at?
Academics? Fitness? Leadership? 
Hais, Master of All is a Master of None.(okay i forgot the actual phrase)